A Ghost

I've seen a ghost yesterday. I met it on my way home. It's been haunting me for a long long time a few years ago. It haunts me still from time to time. It deprives me of my selfesteem. But I fight and I'm winning.
Yesterday i left the ghost behind me. I thought of it but only for a little while.
One day I will not notice the ghost at all...
and it'll disappear.

Good night.


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Leaving on a ... train

tomorrow a journey starts
- a bussiness trip rather, but hte one I started and led to.
I wonder how will it end. There are people I know, and the situations I created. But yet.. there is something unknown, but long waited for... the feeling of uneasiness, expectation...
hope

Maybe I should go to bed, have some sleep. I'm leaving early...

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Taboo and Swearwords

I read a book on English grammar once. there was a chapter on Taboo words and swearwords.
I remember that it gave a new sense to the meaning of the song: "I swear..."
Anyway..
I used to tell my father off, when he swore. I told him there was no use swearing at home, because that had not been the way to impress me. And it hadn't work either.
I could not understand the reason for an adult and responsible person to behave like a spoilt child.
I'm (quite) adult now. I go to work. I am not my own boss.. yet.
I'm having a boss.. and her husband (?) - "the boss".
Boss is quite reasonable... "the boss" wastes my time and vital forces...
I want to swear...
I do understand You now Dad..

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Wind of Changes

I promised myself, never to get political in my official statements.
First they can be verified very easily. Second - I have my views, but they're for me. I'm not in this world for preaching.
However...
I'm expecting a new ID card any time now. And one of the reasons for impatience is a Poll that takes place in three weeks. Nothing important.. just curiosity.
Baby steps seem to work - but they need to be taken quite fast.
Something to think about.

For another day.
Sleep well
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