Autumn

Autumn came...
and as far as I can see, it's not going to leave.
Frankly speaking... I don't like Autumns.
This season makes me feel more like Auld than like Oengus.

and ...


no. That's all.

Have a just sleep.

OA

A Sad Joke

I heard recently a joke. a sad one when it comes to think about it.

"a one seventh of a life goes on Monday"

Tomorrow's Monday. I'm not really willing to meet this one with my arms wide open.
I started working on my shape recently. With my age the result is that I go to bed earlier and earlier everyday, and wake up later. In this way I can get some decent sleep only during weekends.
When I sleep - all my dreams come true. And ending them on Monday's morning is not one of my wishes.

OA

haunted anyway

Usually I would probably say a funny situation. But there was nothing funny about that. A group of people met to talk and to get to know each other better. They talk, they laugh, they discuss the matters that are more or less important. There are some groups within the group. Otherwise there would not be a discussion but an arguement. Somehow one of them is left out. NObody talks to him. That's sad.
He stands up and walks away. Pretending that nothing happened he causes so much fuss he gets everyone's attention.

That's me...

everytime I'm in a party of people and they don't talk to me i feel left out. I want to be noticed and have my narcism fed. I want to scream for attention.

But that wasn't me...

I've noticed a change... i can control it. At least I think so.
When I walk out i do it silently - I'm not noticed anyway.

But the feeling still haunts me...


Good night.

OA