Saturday 17 November 2007

haunted anyway

Usually I would probably say a funny situation. But there was nothing funny about that. A group of people met to talk and to get to know each other better. They talk, they laugh, they discuss the matters that are more or less important. There are some groups within the group. Otherwise there would not be a discussion but an arguement. Somehow one of them is left out. NObody talks to him. That's sad.
He stands up and walks away. Pretending that nothing happened he causes so much fuss he gets everyone's attention.

That's me...

everytime I'm in a party of people and they don't talk to me i feel left out. I want to be noticed and have my narcism fed. I want to scream for attention.

But that wasn't me...

I've noticed a change... i can control it. At least I think so.
When I walk out i do it silently - I'm not noticed anyway.

But the feeling still haunts me...


Good night.

OA

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